Do you havent met with your mother for more than a year? When you are in the same city with her and of course she hasnt died. Let me tell something really bugging me quite a few this week. 
Today March, 10 2015 for the first time i meet with my mother after one year four months the last i meet with her at my graduation day. You can call me anything, ungodly or everything do you want.
Today i cried, you cant see becouse i cried in my heart. Mom, i see you anymore in an unexpected place but believe this is God plan. I cant hold to hug you when i was touch your skin, when i feel your breathe.